I am happy that I have already finished college. I freaking do. It’s just that I am now facing a bigger life. Well, not that I am planning to have my own family and all but things started to be clearer now.
I am alone. Nobody’s there to support me anymore specially on my financial needs. I thought money wasn’t important but the deal now is it freaking runs my everyday.
I am alone. I am expected to be strong. I am. I am not. I can’t be. I don’t want to be. And do you know the hardest part of being strong? It’s knowing that you are strong.
I am alone. I am a prisoner. I am not allowed to be tired. I can’t sleep at any time of the day. I am sentenced to wake up at 5:30 in the morning and sleep at 10:00 in the evening during weekdays. On weekends, I am required to be excited about the following week. Cool.
Hi Jod! Wow. Active ka pa rin sa tumblr ha. Bongga ka. Babalik ako after graduation. Madaming projects pa. Kayo ba? Ano pa tinik nyo sa lalamunan? haha
Minsan talaga kapag ikaw na nga yung talagang may karapatang magalit, ikaw pa ang kelangang magpasensya. Pero naisip ko, masaya ang buhay. Kung anuman ang mangyari sa kanila na masama, it’s not like I will ask for it.
Para sa’yo, I will play a fair game. Kung anuman kahinatnan ng buhay mo, maging masaya ka sana.
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