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Thoughts
I am happy that I have already finished college. I freaking do. It’s just that I am now facing a bigger life. Well, not that I am planning to have my own family and all but things started to be clearer now.
I am alone. Nobody’s there to support me anymore specially on my financial needs. I thought money wasn’t important but the deal now is it freaking runs my everyday.
I am alone. I am expected to be strong. I am. I am not. I can’t be. I don’t want to be. And do you know the hardest part of being strong? It’s knowing that you are strong.
I am alone. I am a prisoner. I am not allowed to be tired. I can’t sleep at any time of the day. I am sentenced to wake up at 5:30 in the morning and sleep at 10:00 in the evening during weekdays. On weekends, I am required to be excited about the following week. Cool.
I am alone.